Here I am...

Hmm... I find myself typing a blog again... Usually I only feel like blogging when I'm a little sad, bored, annoyed, listless - basically the slightly negative emotions... Well, I'm determined that my blog won't be negative tonight, as I have much to be grateful for...

On Sunday I experimented with some cooking - one of my January and February Resolutions - We had a Crispy Chicken dish which turned out pretty yummy - the best part is having a husband who graciously does the washing of the dishes after each meal. We also had a yummy fruit bake that turned out well - and the best part of that was having leftover dessert for Monday night and Tuesday night. It is finished now, so don't even try wangle an invitation!

I missed Cell Group last week, but we are starting to read the book "Don't Waste Your Life" by John Piper. We had homework to read Chapter 1 of the book before the next study and answer a couple of questions. I hope this will be the kick that we need as individuals and a group to get going in the right direction.

I generally drive half an hour each work day to take/fetch Andrew from work and I've discovered the power of MP3 players. I've downloaded two sermons of John Pipers. The one didn't really sink in for me, but the other one is literally the first sermon I've heard preached that I'd choose to listen to more than once. (4 Jan 2009 "If My Words Abide in You")

What stuck out for me was the part when he raised his voice and said something like, "Satan is so much stronger than you and he hates you, he hates your family, he hates your marriage - what are YOU doing to protect yourself from him?" Shew, you have to hear it to really get it I suppose... but it was a wake up call that I should be memorising Scripture. You have to have something in your head to "meditate on it day and night". How am I arming myself?

In Chapter 1 of "Don't Waste Your Life" what stuck out for me was that instead of seeing what is permissible for a Christian we should be finding what is essential and the main focus and living the important part instead of living the minimal life of "what is permissible".

I think my work has brought out and further highlighted a part of my personality that does not allow me to do "pointless" things for too long. So I'll do activities that seem to have a point, but in the grand scheme of things are in fact still pointless - but I'll be busy and "accomplishing" things.

Let me give an example - I've started collecting craft ideas and putting them in a file - but unless I actually make some of the things - indeed, even one thing! - then I've embarked in a pointless activity. I've been busy to no good end. And where does this activity fit in in the grand scheme of God's mission for me??

Too many questions and too few answers!

Anyway - one of the verses I'm trying to learn off by heart is in Joshua. (Learning Scripture was also highlighted in another book I was given for my birthday, interestingly enought - maybe I'm slow to get the point??!)

Joshua 1:8-9 "Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth. Meditate on it day and night so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful. Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go."

May this be true for you too...